Thursday, October 13, 2011

Playlist (1)


- Just A Kiss -
The feeling is something that is hard to put into word. This song definitely reminds me of StH. Why?
For three weeks, I thought I really like him. For a long time, All I wanted was to see him. For several times, it clouded my day when he just ignored me in the dining hall.

I thought he might have been "the one that I have been waiting for my whole life". Eventually, I know he is not. Still, the gentle, warm, light and pleasant tune of the song keeps my heart tied to it. Even though it has nothing to do with my situation at any point of my life yet, I still love it so much.

Another puzzle, Nara was really crazy about "Need you now" by the same group. And two songs have such a similar melody that it reminds me of  him and of his love right now. I don't like him anymore, but Nara remains to be the only one who truly ruled my heart, who gave me intense emotion for such a long time. Thus, I am happy he can love again, while I can not. Nonetheless, the love seems to be fruitless.

- Haruka Kanata -
Bleach 28th ending song.
The best anime sound track I have ever known (not that I know many)
The intro makes my blood rush.
The beat is very fast.
Yet, it sounds tragic, and sad.
Close, but distance.
Just like Ichigo and Rukia.

And it especially fits the Good bye scene.

The song, is like a long, solitude run, of a gloomy soul that will follow his fight for freedom forever. It also ix a journey to look for a place where he belongs. It sounds like a cry to the sky. But it also sounds like a promise to the earth. 

And the melody is just so nostalgic and novel at the same time. 


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Dragging

What should I do if I want to see you?

This is sad. I only see you on M, W, Th, F. I can never see you on T.
But, even on M, W, F, I can just see you. Just, see....ee....ee.

You never talked to me, unless - at lab - on Th - and not even that often.
Why are you like that?

I mean...... there is no reason to talk to me.
But, I hate just seeing you.