THE END

Done,
he got a girl friend.

I know I have not fallen for him. But it still itched my heart, as to see them together, with my own eyes.
This piece of heart, that is already fragile.

I  know, he doesn't worth my time being sorrow.

But I am afraid, if I just ignore it [the sadness], my heart will turn into ice.
Oh, it already did.

Walking along the main lobby, seeing him right there, with a girl.

Why have I been so inattentive?

He changed his relationship status, but I did not catch it at all. I know he hid the news feed. 

They were friend on facebook between Feb 13 and Feb 15. I guess they knew each other not long at all. Then, one week after that, what I saw from inside the building was that a girl came and hugged him. She remained in that position forever. I have been too careless. "Just another friend." But obviously not.

She started to post on his wall. Once again, I have been negligent.

They went ice-skating together.

And the next day, what I saw was her leaning on him. Now, with one glance I would see plainly what the truth was.

"I am just dressing up, imma go out with my girl  tonight."

Woowoh. Nice. Indeed. 

Break, if my heart is capable of it.

Bleed, if my soul is capable of it.

Drop, if my tears are capable of it.

Fall, if my body is capable of it.

Fade, if my smile is capable of it.

"Gone, gone, my love is gone."

I do not think of being his girl friend. I don't want any thing. So, why must I feel sad?

Wither, my bud is capable of it.

---------

The music in the pit was loud. It was annoying. I pumped up the volume of my own music player. The only one thing I never want to do. The storm inside pressed on the wall of my body. It wanted to break out, as much as my music want to blow off the noise from outside. I could not do anything. Write about it, talk about it, even think about, were not important. It would still be unchanging truth.

If this was a race, I lost. I could never run fast enough.